Blur..blur..

Haiz..2day why i am so blur..what I thinking in my mind now I oso dun know..really blur..blur now...juz bec from test..make me more blur somemore..hahaha

2nite not so good in mood..but nobody knw it..nvm..so who r calling me or msg me i juz layan jer..not take it serious..coz no mood to answer it..

Actualy in our life what is correct what is wrong...what is black what is white..sometime very difficult to decide it..why suddenly I said like that..

Nowaday got 1 things happened around me for so longtime..but I cnt solve it..I dun know how to face it..how to response it..b4 that all of yours who know me well should know that I am a person do anythings also will follow the rules..

So,some how the things happened like that..when some of my "friends" who are doing things sometime not use their brain to thinks..such as..juz 2nite when we answer the test..they are discussing..they are passing the answer sheet..I know the questions are nt easy to answer it..BUT....

What should I do actually???follow them to do the same things??or juz keep quite n do my own??if I do like them I will felt very sorry to myself so I cnt do it..isn't I am stupid??coz they do that always score high marks..got dean list..but me??nothings..

This kind of problems I really dun know how to facing it..hahaha..but i always remember myself "to be myself" dun let others disturb or influence my own princle of life...

So..anyone who read it plz gve a comment or suggestions to me..k?hihihi :D

p/s: this post dnt include any "meaning"..juz my problem only...