Niat..Harapan..Hikmah

Jam menunjuk sudah pun pukul 2.56 pagi..namun J masih tidak tidur disebabkan beberapa perkara..pertama sebabkn td tdo lama sgt smp waktu dah berbukak pun xbgun2 lg..so skg masih cerah matanya..selesai menonton ceter Nur kasih..sekejap lagi nak trun utk sahur bersama rakan-rakan J.

Tapi seblom kuar tergerak jari jemari J untuk menulis sedikit mngenai perkara yg dilalui J dlm msa 2 hari cuti ini..J telah bertolak ke SK Felda Purun sabtu pg untuk Program Pesona Ukhwah Seindah Ramadhan bersama-sama dgn adik-adik disna..J suka nama progrm ini..bg J pengisian yg cuba kmi lakukn berhrp dpt membwa seribu 1 keindahan dlm hidup kita..

Knpa J msih gigih utk trus berprgm di sek ini yg berada di daerah Bera?J pasti semua telah tahu seperti mna yg J ceritakn dlm entry yg lepas..maka J bersama-sama rakan2 kali ini ke sna untuk disebabkan ingin menambahkn prgrm utk kelab maka mempnyai niat utk membantu adik2 dlm pecutan terakhir ke arah kecemerlangan dlm upsr yg telah tiba..kirakn bsk la upsr mereka..

Segala pengorbanan semua yg terlibat tidak mengharapkan sebarang balasan...itu J sgt memahami..tp jika kite ingin melakukn sesuatu niat yg baik maka kenalah wat yg terbaik utknya..walaupun pg2 buta J dah mula menembak org maka itu bkn niat J utk menyakitkn hati semua malah J cma ingin didik ingin pupuk sikap yg baik di kalangan semua kita...

Semua aktiviti yg dirancang berjalan dengan baik di sana..J ckup seronok walaupun xterlibat sgt dgn slot akademik kali ini..J bkan malas tp xlarat disebabkn bru sembuh demam truk sblm nk pg sna..selain drpa slot akademik kami jgak ambil kesempatan utk menjalankn aktivit rehatkn minda dgn tadaruf dan hati ke hati..

ank sape 2??comey kn?

kemudiannya,membawa adik2 ke bazaar ramadhan..byk sgguh adik2 ini membeli..mmg semuanya nafsu makan yg timbul msa 2..sb kemudian mknan yg dibeli xabes mkn..J sgt terkejut dgn makanan yg tggl..terlebih sgt..apa pon niat J & rakan2 hnya 1..spya adik2 ini seronok dpt pegi beli mknan bersama abg/kakak angkat mereka..tp sori la msa 2 J jer naik kete dgn adk amin..td tpon adk J pun dia ckp nasib baik dpt naik kete sb dia pun xlarat nk jln msa 2..haha

Selepas berbuka..smbhyang terawih..majlis penutup yg ringkas..tiba la msa utk kita berpisah sekali lg...Maka sikap J yg xbosan untuk menegur @ menasihat org xdpt berubah..J ambik peluang kumpulkn adik2 semua sblm berbuka utk memberi sdikit peringatn kpd adk bukn utk upsr mereka tp slepas upsr mereka...

J risau..yg adk2 yg baek ini berubah atas pengaruh negatif yg kuat yg menular di semua tmpt..Nasihat J utk mereka dlm hidup mereka kini 3A adalah penting.. Agama..Akhlak..Akademik.. Cemerlang dlm hidup dgn mendapatkn 3A ini..

Kesmua yg J lakukan adalah berniat baik..yg baik saja J harao diterima tp yg buruk drpd J mohon utk maafkn..dgn itu jgak harapan J dgn rakan2 kpd adk2 semua adalah wat yg terbaik utk diri sendiri..ibubapa..guru2..yg penting kita sdah berusaha..xkira apa yg kita capai nnt..itu tidak penting..yg penting kite de usaha untuk yg terbaik..

J percaya semua ini dapat membawa sesuatu hikmah kpd setiap org yg hadir..k la..dh lmbt..kwn J dh tggu kt bawah..Slmt Bersahur.. =)

sekadar gambo hiasan

Salam Ramadhan.. Salam perpaduan.. Salam 1 Malaysia..

Sudah sekian lama blog ini bersawang..tanpa diceriakan lagi perkongsian-perkongsian yang bermakna ataupun aktiviti yang disertai..

Semua itu tidak begitu bermakna bagi aku ini..jiwa ini kini hanya ingin untuk mencari ketenangan dalam zaman masih belajaq ini.. jiwa ini sudah jemu sudah lali sudah bosan dengan kesemua kerenah manusia yang dilengkapi dengan segala kelemahan ini.

Namun itu bukan alasan untuk kita buat sesuatu menyebabkan orang lain terluka.. jiwa ini sudah terluka atas kelakuan manusia yang tidak bertanggungjawab ini..

Hari jiwa ini ditanya ke mana pergi selama ini..lama xjumpa..ke mana senyuman manis yang sering tergantung tepi bibirnya ini..masam saja muke itu..haha

jiwa ini juga hari menemui orang2 yang sudah lama xjumpa dan sebenaqnya tak ingin pon aku jumpa.. jiwa ini nak mencari ketenangan seketika..

Arghhhh..apa yang aku merapu ini.. aku pon xtau..sudah la.. jiwa bercelaru sekarang.. demam plak tu..

p/s: xdak makna pa2..cma nk org tau jiwa ini nk tenang saja xnak sdah cbuk2... =)

^ nOthinG sPeciAl ^

ya..actually nothing special want to share over..just few days not update blog liao.. nothings can write or share here.. then lazy also... haha :D

I just realize that nowadays i become more relax n more time for me to rest compare before.. why? bcoz before too busy with activity and also meeting.. full in my personal dairy..

But i just open my dairy..wah.. almost 2 months din have any meeting liao..haha good2.. I had done what i promise to myself when enter Uni... I done it!!!

Now just hope can spend full comittment for debate la.. haha =p

p/s: that all la.. lazy + sleep now..

mAny thiNgs..

hAllO everyone.. so longtime din update my blog dy.. I'm sorry about that.. many things want to share here actually..

AFter come back from 1 week holiday bcoz of H1N1..many things need to cover back expecially like class..project and also assignment + test..

Then i apply for 1 more week holiday bcoz of my sister convocation + family trip + debate. Thats happened last thursday..I went to KL meet my sister and also my family there..

Finally,my sis graduated dy.. the day that can't forgetten..special day for my sister and also my parents.. so that day i become cameraman for my sister..just imagine the photo that i take too many until the last no more batery but my sister still haven finish take photo with her friends and also juniors.. happy.. congrated =)

Then that evening we all go to genting as we plan..my dad plan for it.. that is my first time having family trip that all the family members there... quite enjoy and also take that chance relax my mind.. nothing special at genting actually.. haha we just walk around la.. friday evening we back liao..my parent n bro direct go back home then i direct go to nilai lol..

I go to Nilai alone by komuter from KL Sentral - Nilai.. bcoz got debate kemerdekaan there.. at USIM.. tired.. but i need to be strong to fight for 6 match of debate..1 year not go for debate liao..not go for training also..actually quite scare can't perfomnce well..

Anyway,actually i felt so sorry..so hope that after this i can spend more time on debate.. hope can bring ump to more high achievement... bcoz of we got many test so we decide come back ump early..

Busy for few days..finally i also replace for my EMT test liao.. friday is free.. but need go to BEra discuss prgrm..

Saturday.. fasting month was started... so happy celebrate fasting month to all my muslim friends..

sElAmAt mEnyAmbUt bUlAn rAmAdHAn..

p/s: lazy to write more... :(

aNy tHiNgs...aNy tiMeS...

1 week holidays special because of H1N1 happened in Malaysia and also in uMp focusly... anyway thats also let the student like me that don't back home since few months ago hace a chance to have a look our family too..

But..people always said..what will happen next we don't know..GOD only know..thats what happen around me for this short holidays...

Any times..any things also can happened...That the first thing i shared before is about the incident of a case accident involve of a teacher that i had seen her 1 week before the accident..can't believe it..just 1 week..all are not here anymore...

When back hometown...when meet 1 of my junior..just know that his friend and also my junior marry this february..he not inform me..is ok..coz marry coz of the baby...the baby oready 1 month born...but sadly my junior and also the baby's father passed away few weeks before i thinks..he's accident with a car..i heard he racing on that time..this i think just 18 years old.. so sad to heard about that acuatly expecially his wife and also the baby..

The last day at hometown..otw go out to do somethings..meet a junior also..that so many year after i enter ump..never see him..got also few msg only..that also so hard to get his hp no..he always change it..he is ran away coz of the case police...so hard i get the no from the 'geng' outside..when he meet me accidently..he so suprise and so shy to see me..coz i know everythings that what he done before..no times to chat that time..so i get his phone no..sadly i msg him that nite just 1 msg reply..

Anyway..I'm so happy when see some of my juniors success in their life..in study i means..coz my advise for them few years before they still remembered..some of them also got get kaunseling from me..but some also can't change themself to be a good person..

No matter what happen..I just hope everythings going good for everyone arounds me and also myself..happy always..

Now late dy..so time for sleep..huhu bb :)